ta~ Hindi ko alam kung bakit hindi ko na kayang umiba sa mga nasanayan ko na… Wala akong ibang rason kung hindi… "nagiba na"??? pero ngayon lumilipas na… lalo akong nahihiarapan … Magisip, gumalaw, magsabi, tumingin at sa lahat nahihirapan ako mag dama… Hindi ko alam na gagawin ko… dahil parang nawala ka na hustuyan… Hindi ko alam kung eto kailangan ko o gusto ko mangyari pero… Tama ba toh???… Nasay na nga ba ako sayo???… o talagang hindi tayo para sa isat isa???… Paano ko malilinawagan ang lahat ng tanong ko kung nahihirapan na akong, magisip, magusap, gumalaw, tumingin, at magdamdam???~ <3.mOna
Archive for March, 2007
23
Mar
SAKIT.
12
Mar
It’s not over…
It’s not over…
its still inside of me…
all that you used to say…
I’m still trying to push it all away…
but it seems the end was just the begining…
to think of you all the time…
to want to the one you called your love again…
the thoughts of you continue to pours in…
I avoid it as much as I can…
as your pictures still hangs…
close by…
it’s the last thing I see…
and the first thing, when I awake…
I took it down before…
but I put it up again…
I think my heart is messing with me…
you is what it all wants to see…
seeing the days of us…
now is just a memories in the past…
sad everyday becomes sadder…
as much as I want it…
to be…
It’s still not over.
12
Mar
Start…
no matter what I do…
I’m still stuck here…
living for nothing…
dying for everything…
I know nothing will change…
unless I start something…
But I can’t finish all I’ve started…
that’s why I’m just here…
living the best I can…
for there is nothing else for me to do…
but continue what I’ve started…
which is …
just live…
and be generously happy…
that I’m still…
alive.
