It’s not over…
its still inside of me…
all that you used to say…
I’m still trying to push it all away…
but it seems the end was just the begining…
to think of you all the time…
to want to the one you called your love again…
the thoughts of you continue to pours in…
I avoid it as much as I can…
as your pictures still hangs…
close by…
it’s the last thing I see…
and the first thing, when I awake…
I took it down before…
but I put it up again…
I think my heart is messing with me…
you is what it all wants to see…
seeing the days of us…
now is just a memories in the past…
sad everyday becomes sadder…
as much as I want it…
to be…
It’s still not over.
Archive for March 12th, 2007
12
Mar
It’s not over…
12
Mar
Start…
no matter what I do…
I’m still stuck here…
living for nothing…
dying for everything…
I know nothing will change…
unless I start something…
But I can’t finish all I’ve started…
that’s why I’m just here…
living the best I can…
for there is nothing else for me to do…
but continue what I’ve started…
which is …
just live…
and be generously happy…
that I’m still…
alive.
