moments of time

These days it’s harder to get up in the morning
For my life suffers like it’s in mourning
I get up and do my routine only to find myself crying over the sink
Without blissful thoughts that could change the way I think
No matter what I think or do
Nothing helps for everything doesn’t construed
I want to scream at everyone and everything
I yearn for everyone to see my aching
So they know my horrific pain
This pain that constantly remains
They said to look in the brighter tomorrow
I do I’ve tried but nothing eradicates these sorrows
All of this is so unnatural to me
Nothing seems to change the path of this misery
I’ve adapted to it and learn everything I could
It’s been too good for me and now it’s caught up to be withstood
I wished this heartache changes sometime soon
For it might leave both of us immune
To believe that this is all we ought to be
Nothing more to live by but all this agony
I hope all becomes presently to an end
All these suffering and heartaches mend
For I can not longer take it’s lowly strides
Since all I’ve hoped for is deeply damaged all I have inside.